goin out later to get my contact lenses..desperately need one rite now coz i tore my permanent lenses n haf been wearing mthly disposable ones..asked kisha to accompany me coz she's a regular customer of the optical shop..so mebbi i can get a gd bargain :-) n i need to go to the M1 shop too coz i need to get a replacement for my bro's SIM card..he actually dropped his hp into the sea while he was working..hehe he said dat he's not d first person to drop his hp cos a lot of his coast guard frens experienced dat b4 too..how funny can it get! i bet there's tonnes of hp buried at the bottom of the sea
i juz realised i've been goin out almost everyday dis wk..dis is no gd man..gonna haf a deficit in my bank account soon..haha anw gtg n iron my clothes now..dun wanna be late again today.. till then
~flew by @ 1:27 PM
i went out wif d gurls (ita, non, kisha n ain) juz now...kisha smsed me in d noon asking if im free after asar..had our dinner at town at far east..d food sucks man juz now..already had to wait for so long b4 d food was ready, skali not nice seh..wat a turn off!
anw i bought another pair of shoes juz now..well didnt really buy it la..d gurls paid it for me..it was my belated bday gift!!until now, im very surprised seh..didnt expect them to do dat..cos my bday is like soo over already..was abt to pay for it wen the salesgirl said dat it's already been paid for..haha
i thnk dats our new way of buying bday gift..either juz pay for the purchases or ask wat we want straight forward..so no need to haf headache thinking abt wat present we shld buy..kisha also got her belated bday gift wen we went shopping at esprit..paid for the things she purchased..hehe
n we bumped into hilyah at wisma..she was shopping wif her bf..n d bf is damn loaded man.. hilyah told us the bf bought her some chanel make up..i never even use chanel stuff b4..haha some ppl r juz lucky to get such bf who'll pamper u wif such luxuries..
anw all of us gonna meet up dis sat again for d 'awallah dondang' performance at SP..asked ayah if i can use d car dis sat..he said it shld'nt be a prob if he doesnt work overtime..d gurls have been pestering me to drive..haha they havent c my driving yet..its gonna be a hell of rollercoaster ride!! ;-)
~flew by @ 1:19 AM
wat a wet day today was..was at bugis wen it started to pour heavily..anw managaed to get my kain for the baju hari raya..so dat means im gonna haf five suits of baju dis yr.. lemme c, i haf black, white, blue, purple and lime green..all my fave colours..haha
anw mum went to the spa for a massage juz now at arab st..she said it was so relaxing.. is she happening or wat?..never in my life haf i try goin for a spa session..its freaking expensive man..for a 1 1/2 hr session of spa n massage, u gotta pay like 80+ bucks..anw she deserve the spa treatment i guess considering the energy she used up doin the never ending house work ;-)..
well so far, my r/s wif my mum is getting better..i mentioned last time dat i would be the happiest person in the world if in a mth, i dun haf any conflict or misunderstanding wif my mum..cos wen dat happens, we can not talk to each other for up to a wk..n it sucks having to do dat cos imagine seeing each other n pulling long faces, pretending like we dun even noe each other..so rite now, both of us r doin well at the moment n im enjoying it..so i jus hafta make sure dat i dun do anything to make her nag..its not dat i dun accept it wen she nags at me, but its jus dat she'll nag to the extent whereby i jus wanna talk back..n im trying hard not to do dat n jus try to take wateva she says wif a pinch of salt..its gd enuf dat im not too sensitive like last time n i've learn to accept criticisms in life..k gtg watch CSI now
~flew by @ 11:26 PM
d show anugerah juz now was not bad..most of the ocntestants sang well..but of coz, dat akmal guy, who was also d overall winner was outstanding man..love his voice n he carried the song really well..ayie's sis(farah wahida) didnt perform dat well..she didnt appear confident as in the other rounds..can c dat she was quite nervous juz now..anw my mum sanggup seh skip her kelas agama at the mosque juz now jus to watch anugerah..crappy ah she, left me alone to go to the mosque..haiz
oh yah, i got my south asian module..juz got the bidding results jus now..h/w, i'll be doin dat mod alone cos aisah didnt get it..haiz..its gonna be boring esp during the tutorials so now im left wif my spore studies mod to bid..hopefully i can get it ah, if not hafta revamp my timetable which is a huge hassle sia
well today is a pretty boring day..slack at home n watch vcd again..been watching 30 hari mencari cinta vcd(indon show) for the fifth time..until i can memorise the dialogue..my bro was asking if i was crazy, cos i talked to him in bahasa indon..haha anw im always crazy wat!! then goin out wif my mum tmr to get some more kain for the hari raya clothes..hopefully i'll be done shopping for dat by tmr cos actually i plan to meet up wif kisha tmr..then hafta cancel our outing, so might be meetg her on thur instead
~flew by @ 11:34 PM
im feeling really tired seh..physically i mean..hehe went to town AGAIN wif aisah cos i wanna get d slippers n cap fr esprit..but i ended up shopping more than dat..dats really typical of me i guess..hehe i got myself a pair of footwear n a top..crazy sia me!!my mum havent c my new sandals yet..if she sees it, confirm she'll nag man..then as usual she'll say "kasut kau tu dah berlambak, kau tambah lagi,beli baru"...her fave phrase for me :-) but cant help it la, i haf a fetish for shoes n bags..im a gurl after all. Luckily i didnt get any sling bag juz now cos i almost did..then it occurred to me dat i haf more than six bags in my wardrobe, so dats enuff for the time being
didnt come home dat late today..reached ard 11pm..missed my FRIENDS show again..haiz dat aisah la, dragged me to sit n eat ice-cream at mcdonalds..we were talking abt crappy stuff including sex..like y isit better for the girls to reach orgasm first b4 d guy..dunno how we reach to dat topic..its more like having sex education man..she teach me, i teach her! imagine talking abt sex while eating ice-cream...how syiok can dat be?haha
anw im online wif aisah now on msn..by right, i juz met her just now seh..now talking to her again..its true wat she says, we cant get enuf of each other..haha anw she was telling me dat she was bingit wif zaky..zaky is leaving for phuket tmr for a week so aisah is expecting his call.. then zaky called her saying dat he cant talk long cos he's outside lepaking wif his frens n dats y aisah was pissed at him..she was hoping to talk to zaky today since she wun be hearing fr him for d whole week later.. but it seemed dat zaky would rather spend time chilling wif his frens rather than talking to his own gf..i understand how aisah feels actually..i mean zaky shld spend his time talking to aisah since he's gonna be travelling wif dat same grp of frens tmr n they haf d whole wk to chill..aisah told me dat zaky prioritise his frens to her..smth which i can c in him.. sometimes i wonder if he appreciates wat aisah has been doin to him..im nt siding wif aisah or anything but i realli think dat zaky is quite insensitive to aisah's feelings..its obvious dat aisah always gif in to him but he took it for granted..i've never seen aisah so devoted to a guy b4 seh.. like she said, her past r/s were nt as difficult as dis cos her exs treated her like a princess.. hehe like they always gif in to her..but wif zaky, she gotta make sacrifices which i've already seen her doin dat..n no doubt zaky is a gd guy, but he juz needs to understand dat aisah needs his attn esp since he already started working so rite now, they're seeing less of each other..well wateva it is, i hope they manage to overcome the 'downs' of their r/s.. hang it there gurl
n dis is precisely y i dun wanna rush into a r/s now..i mean the purpose of having a guy in ur life is to make u feel more secure, knowing dat u haf someone u can turn to n it defeats d purpose if u feel miserable after getting attached thinkg of the probs u're facing..solving probs in r/s makes u a mature person but if it occurs all the time, how long can one stand it? haiz
~flew by @ 1:35 AM
ok..jus reached hm n got a nag fr my mum for coming hm late..thank god she didnt nag for long..haiz no doubt i've been out fr 2pm..had mendaki juz now n today, my class was really horrible..d kids really tested my patience today n i had to scream at them b4 telling adha that they really misbehaved.. adha always managed to control my class but the moment he stepped out of d class rm, there goes my students running ard in class la, talking so loudly la..n i had to lecture them n asked them to shut the hell up!! one of the boys showed me dat he was really unhappy wen i punished d whole class to stand..he was banging the table n pushing in d chair loudly, so i jus pulled him to one corner n tell him not to gif me dat kind of attitude in class..then he apologised!baru dia org tau how tigress i can be sia..warn them nt to test me already..guess they no longer c me as d lenient ms yana..haha
then headed to town after mendaki to haf dinner..asked dat aisah to join us..so we went to liat towers BK n lepak @ starbucks PS..so its normal, wenever we go out n chill, we'll talk abt stuff.. fr BGR, to bitching abt ppl, personal probs...then jus now we were talking abt guys mainly..broke the news to them dat effi gave me his reply n there's no gd news..well as my gfs, of coz they tried to console me n stuff..told them dat im pretty ok abt it n aisah told me dat i can easily get another guy better than effi..its juz whether i wan to or nt..coz she was saying dat i haf quite a number of guys waiting for me sia..haha..n they asked wats my plans next, so told them dat i juz wanna take sm time off abt guys n jus let nature take its course..i dun wanna rush myself getting close to another guy n fall for him easily coz rite now, i think im vulnerable to dat.. no point forcing myself to like some other guy n i dun wan history to repeat itself.. coz im d one ending up feeling guilty n d guy feeling disappointed wif me..
then kisha talked abt norman too...how she's handling her long dist r/s wif him..n i dunno how we ended up talking abt how far we would go in a r/s.. im nt gonna reveal wats d furthest me n my frens did wif our exs, current bf or flings..haha too dangerous to do dat..but then, its always nice to haf such deep talks wif them, until we lost track of time..hehe dat explains y i reached hm late
anw no one knew dat i've been blogging all these while..but i juz told ashwandy my blog add.. he's effi's ex-colleague anw..so i guess it muz be an honour for him to be d first one reading wats goin on wif my life..haha actually rite, ash is a nice guy (dun kembang k if u reading dis) ;) i've been talking a lot to him on msn these few days, esp wif effi's issue..he always ask if there's any progress during d time wen i was waiting for effi's reply n its better talking to him abt effi considering dat he knows effi too..so its kinda diff telling kisha n aisah abt wat im goin thru considering dat they dun noe effi at all..i guess its better relating to ash wen it comes to dis since i can also get a guy's opinion abt it..he did dished out some practical n realistic advices..but d funny thing is, i've always thot ash as a typical mat..dat was my first impression of him la but then we always chatted on msn in english..so mebbi cant really see the mat-ish side of him..haha anw effi also said he's not a mat wen i asked him..so i guess looks can be deceiving huh?:-) so enuff for today la i guess..*to be continued*
~flew by @ 1:18 AM
Finally, my wait is over...effi gave me his response to the letter n dis is wat he has to say:
"Hi yana....im really sori if dis reply comes so so late. I dun mean to keep u waiting or to disrespect u in any means. I truly apologise for that. Its juz dat i am so busy and hardly have time to pen down my feelings. I dun want to say the wrong things at the wrong time.
About the letter dat u gave me, well it didnt really shocked me...maybe it did in a way.(r u confused??). I really appreciate wat u feel towards me. Coz i dun received dis kind of thing often... to be precised dis is only the 2nd time. I admire ur courage..to tell me wat u've been feeling. Its sumthing not all gerls wud do i gez. Its natural for feelings to develop for someone and i understand. Since u said dat its not an overnite thingy...i gez i muz had did sumthing good along the way.
But rite now, i am not ready to commit into any relationship. The time is still not rite for me to hav one. I hope u understand. At the beginning of our frenship, I do like u but dat feeling began to fade..as for now I really like u as a fren. Im sori if its too direct, but its best for me or us, to tell u the truth instead of leading u on. I tink we've been great as frens. I hope all dis wont affect our frenship any bit and may our frenship continue to blosom.
Im sori if i disappoint u with dis reply. I hope i have answered all questions and feel free to reply me. As u know i am open too...so watever dat u wana say..juz shoot! Take care ;)
==[e]ffrudn== "
so i've already got my answer now..hmm how do i feel after reading dis? i would be lying if i say im nt disappointed but dis is smth which i already anticipated i guess..so im nt so down abt it la.. like i said in the letter, wateva d outcome is, i haf no regrets doin wat i did..as long as both of us remain as frens n treat each other as per normal, im really fine..n im really glad dat i finally got effi's response..so now im able to decide better as to wat my next step is..on the other hand, looking at the bright side, now i can tell a guy dat i understand how it feels like to get rejected, rather than merely saying dat i noe how he feels..hehe but seriously, im cool abt it.
~flew by @ 6:45 PM
having a hard time choosing my modules for the next semester..haiz its always like dis wenever d new semester starts..wat i haf in mind was 2sw mods, 1 eng mod, 1 sth asian mod n 1 spore society mod..but now im comtemplatg if i shld jus drop d eng mod n take 1 breadth mod instead.. since i still need to do 2 breadth mods..i really dunno wat i shld do..if i choose the former, i've already planned my timetable n haf n fri off..if nt, i gotta make d necessary adjustments n i tell ya its gonna be a hassle man..wtf i think i shld stick to wat i already planned fr last time coz most likely im nt gona get dat breadth mod since i think its gonna be a pop mod..d onlyperk is dat dat mod has no exam..i dun mind working my ass off during the semester n haf fewer exams to sit for..having hari raya celebrations during my exams..how sucky can dat be..haiz
anw planned to go for a spin tmr wif kisha n ain..initially we planned to go to the beach but smth cropped up..dad alread allowed me to use the car tmr but we'll c how things go..there'll always be last min changes if u go out wif big grp of frens..kwang3
~flew by @ 12:05 AM
been a few days since i last updated my blog..was pretty filled up wif things couple of days back..well firstly, i slept over at aisah's place on mon..she's has been bugging me to stay at her hse eversince i started my renovation..thank god my dad allowed me to stay over for one night.. we went to bugis n far east on mon to see wat we can get for ain as a gift..in d end, aisah ended up spending for herself..haha..thank god i didnt spend on dat day..btw had lotsa fun staying over at aisah's place..layan her crap as usual..tgh tgk vcd shrek, sempat seh kiter org ambik gambar using digicam..its more like shrek watching us..haha
n zack called me up dat night also..n he told me dat he's gonna visit one of his officers who met wif an accident juz next to aisah's blk..wat a coincidence huh?..then he asked if i wanted a lift back to tampines..i was hesitating at first considering dat my tudung will condem..haha but on d other hand, i havent meet up wif him for so long..so i thot, it would be a gd opp for us to meet up again.. so met up wif him at aisah's void deck n i mus say, zack put on some weight comparing to d last time i saw him..but its not dat bad la considering he's go the height.. so he gave me a lift to tamp mrt coz i was supposed to meet kisha there.. thank god my tudung is not so condem which is y i dun really like to ride on bikes..
then met kisha to head to town to get ain's present..in d end, we bought her a top fr ZARA n a projectshop hp pouch..me n kisha was planning to go to tioman but i guessed we hafta postpone it afterall since d rest of our frens r broke at the moment..haiz..second time for me planning to go tioman but both times tak jadi..wat a luck!
~flew by @ 11:28 AM
thot of updating my blog before i get ready to leave for mendaki..anw had loads of fun hanging out wif d gurls yest..went to the teaterkami play first, which i thot was realy nice..d whole place is like pitch black..duh~dats y they call it d Blackbox..haha n d actors really carry out their roles well like one of them really cried man..wow i can never act like dat seh..esp wif the sec sch kids making cat calls..they r so inconsiderate seh..but overall, i think goin to plays is kinda cool..smth diff fr goin to movies..
n after dat, we went to haf our late lunch at sakura far east coz all of us were famished by then.. hehe took neoprints too...then went to do our mahgrib prayers first b4 heading to esplanade to lepak there..bought some food fr BK n all of us jus slack at esplanade till 10 plus..took some pictures there..d place is infested wif couples making out n mats hanging ard man..saw different styles of kissing n giving love bites..haha..wat do u expect seh, these couples doin a free show for us, so we watch la :-)...then as usual, we talked a lot of crap, had numerous uncontrollable laughters until my tear duct starts to secrete tears!! but it was really fun la to haf a girls' nite out like dat once in a while..then we planned to got to the beach next week, so we'll see how things go fr there..actually got some more stuff to write abt but i better get goin cos im gonna b late already..tataz!
~flew by @ 12:33 PM
*listening to maroon 5's she will be loved* im stuck on this song..really soothing n it jus sounds nice..anw pretty relaxing day today, watched lots of LOTR..haas has been asking me everyday if i finished watching all of them..kept giving him the excuse dat its too long for me to finish all of them so fast..haha..he's a LOTR freak fyi..
at last, d renovatn is completed..d kitchen looked so nice n clean, feels so syg wanna make a mess out of it wif all the oily stains after cookings..haha so now, we jus hafta shift back all the stuff to the kitchen n its gonna be a hell of work man!! rearranging the plates n other kitchen utensils..haiz
i've been procrestinating to decorate my room eversince i start my holidays..until now, i havent even done anything so i planned to get some stuff for my rm tmr wen i go out..goin to a play organised by 'TeaterKami' wif kisha, ain, aisah n alfiah.. so dats gonna be lots of fun hanging out wif them :-)
~flew by @ 7:45 PM
i went to geylang wif aisah jus now...planned not to buy anything but in d end, i bought myself two tudung, d serkop kepala n brooches..those alphabet brooches n of coz i bought d letter "M" for myself..bought one for my mum too..dunno y i suddenly became so nice today..haha we only went out for a while cos i gotta go to the mosque later tonight n aisah's gonna meet up wif zaky
hmm..lemme update on some stuff..abt effi n d letter, well im still WAITING for his reply..actually i dunno if he even remembers dat i gave him the letter..haha n now i dun even wanna think abt d letter n his reply..jus gonna let things be d way it is..too tired to think abt it already sia
lets talk abt smth else..talked to zack the other day wen he was working night shift..its alwayz nice to talk to him cos i laugh a lot wen im on the fone wif him..he cracks jokes without realising it n asking y am i laughing..hehe n he was giving me dis advice abt putting in my best effort in my studies cos i was telling him dat i dun think i can do honours..then he was telling me dat i wun noe d outcome until i try n encouraging me dat i can do it if i put in d effort..which makes me think all over again abt pursuing honours..well dats one thing which i like abt zack..he's always so pessimistic abt things..n he talked abt himself also to me..like how he broke off wif his gf jus 2 mths b4 they planned to get married wen all preparations are almost done..he told me dat at first, he was in a depression but after some time, he c it as a blessing in disguise..dats wen he bought his car using the $$ he collected to get married..n he also told me dat he's quite close to his mum, smth which i like in a guy cos i always feel dat a guy will treat d girl better if he has a close bond wif his mum..but then above all these, im still clueless as to how i feel towards him..no doubt he does makes me like him all over again n he already told me dat he likes me too..but i guess he would'nt want to pursue in a r/s dat soon..which i think is a gd thing n furthermore i gotta hear fr effi first b4 i make any further decisions..*life is complicated*
~flew by @ 6:25 PM
hmm..slacking away right now..gonna call up zack after dis since he's working night shift..furthermore, he smsed me earlier to call him later..anw wen to my aunt's hse at sengkang b4 fetching my bro fr his workplace..pretty boring day today..slept d whole afternoon jus now cos only me n lil bro at home..then tmr, goin out wif my mum to get d kain for the coming hari raya..i asked aisah to tag along tmr n after dat, we planned to watch mean girls..k, gtg now :-)
~flew by @ 12:40 AM
jus came back fr town..wen to celebrate my dad's bday jus now so we open table at sakura far east..it was damn crowded at town, it being a saturday..got dizzy looking at so many people around me.. n traffic was a killer..so many vehicles on the rd..wen to taka after dat jus to jln2 b4 heading home
well mendaki went ok jus now..as usual, d kids were as notorious as ever until the head tutor came to my class to gif them a warning..mebbi my students r not afraid of me..they see me as someone who is lenient n can be bullied..hehe they havent see dat tigress side of me yet..anw there's dis tutor who owed me fifty bucks but she hasnt been coming for the past weeks..haiz these ppl r, lend money fr others but dunno how to use their initiative to pay back
guess its still to early for me to go to sleep..i'll probably watch the LOTR vcds after dis..haas came to tamp to pass me d vcds yesterday..he lend me all the three parts to it..so dat is smth i can do to fill up my time..hehe
~flew by @ 11:47 PM
let's c wat im gonna do today..hmm need to prepare for tmr's mendaki lessons..gotta look thru the maths bk n gif the kids some assessments since i need to do their report cards..haiz so clever of me not to bring them hm..if not can jus do it at home n jus gif it back to them tmr
then goin out after mendaki to celebrate my dad's bday..we might be goin to takashimaya or smth..in dat case, i might drive to mendaki tmr since dat is not working
went for sheesha again yesterday wif sheeks n charm..n crab joined us a while later..followed by liz..i always find crab so nice..its like he can realli blend well wif us girls..then he'll show the himbo side of him..he'll join in wif us to bitch abt other girls, gossip, ect..guys like him r rare species..haha charm, jac n liz will be leaving for tioman tmr..sadly, cant join them..haiz n charm will be having dis bridal thingy for RH bridal next sunday at expo..so she asked us to go down n support..she's one lucky bitch, get to go for all these modelling la, make over la, parade for bridal gowns..well some ppl are given all these luck n gettg paid for it!!well i mus say she's one of the gorgeous n down to earth frens i haf
~flew by @ 12:36 PM
jus took my shower n im feeling so fresh now..haha anw i finished reading the da vinci's code book at last..its a pretty interesting book..i'll definitely recommend it to d others who say dat they're bored..haha dat coming fr me who totally dislike reading
anw went to JP wif aisah yest to get her mendaki books..but the person fr POPULAR called wen we were already there saying dat they actually haf the books at the tamp ctrl branch..how wicked is dat!traveled all the way to boon lay already..haiz luckily there's banquet so we had our lunch there..went back to tamp after dat to do our prayers first b4 getting the books..n i also bumped into wan at the interchange..he's one strange character.. i dunno how many times he saw me outside but he didnt tegur me or anything..then he'll call me to tell me dat he saw me earlier..d other day, he asked if i was avoiding him cos everytime he asks me out, i kept giving him excuses dat im not free..so i asked him back who's avoiding who now..wen there's opp to talk to me outside, he didnt even bother to do so..now wen im really not free, he says im avoiding him..haiz
jus gonna stay at home today n be a gd gerl..most probably i'll ask aisah n the rest if they wanna go out on fri to catch a movie or smth..then on sat got mendaki class some more.. dunno if i wanna go to the so7 concert cos i totally forgot aisah has her ngaji on sundays..then my bro working also..wanna go wif who seh? mebbi its an omen saying dat i gotta save my $$..hehe
~flew by @ 12:58 PM
sent my bro to work jus now..he asked me to drive to jln kayu b4 taking the coast guard transport fr there..n my lil bro wanted to go to haig rd to change his hp..he bought one earlier but the keypads were faulty so hafta drove all the way there..i mus admit i was kinda nervous driving jus now..been so long since i last drove on the expressway n the presence of so many vehicles sorta freak me out..haha..wanna filter lane also kanchiong..
luckily my lil bro was there to tell me dat its safe to change lane..n one more thing, im really bad wif rd directions..if i miss the exit, i'll get panic, which is smth dat im not supposed to do..i desperately need to learn the roads so dat i wont be so direction-illiterate if there's such a word.. haha..but i mus say im realli proud of my parking..i would'nt say dat its perfect but its not dat bad considering i havent been driving for a long time..n i havent try doin parallel parking on real road..only tried it in the driving circuit last time..hehe well guess my mom didnt really like the idea of me driving to far away places cos she gets kanchiong whenever i drive..i tell u she cant wait to get out of the car wenever i drive..haha but i guess i proved to her jus now dat im capable of driving safely k..c'mon la its been 1 yr plus since i got my license n my probation period is over..so haf some faith in me pls :-)
~flew by @ 12:23 AM
haiz..jus as i was so excited abt the tioman trip, jus found out fr effi dat the SO7 concert is next sunday..the thing is dat i've been wanting to go to their concert since i missed it d last time..if i go for the trip, i'll only be back on sunday itself n its not possible for me to make it in time..plus, im sure i'll be very tired after the journey back home..so wat exactly shld i do now?c'mon, think yana think!!
well jus stay at home today cos im helping my dad out to clean up the house..im such a gd gerl haha..yah rite!! anw i've done my part of cleaning..did my laundry, washed the dishes, arranged the things in my room..n now im so bored..hehe so i'll jus listen to the radio then..haf a feeling dat we're goin out for dinner AGAIN later..so till then
~flew by @ 2:06 PM
yay! the new car had finally arrived..hehe..took it out for a spin yest nite..its so cool man!well as u can see, im estatic!! but it feels kinda big n i think i need some time to learn to estimate my turnings..cos i tend to go to other ppl's lane.. n the interior of the car is simple yet elegant..i like it alot!! :-)
anw i asked dad abt the tioman trip yest..he actually gave me d green light to go..im surprised..n i also asked if he could loan me some $$..hehe tebalkan muka sikit..but he's fine wif dat.. now i need to find out more abt the tour package cos dad wans to make sure dat it covers everything..its gonna be lotsa fun travelling wif frens..esp since all of us r d crazy ones!! mesti gerek punye!!
~flew by @ 1:56 PM
slacking at home today..met up wif the gurls (sha, kisha n ain) to catch spiderman 2..its an awesome movie, very entertaining.. then went to haf our late lunch at BK..n as usual catching up wif things..we plan to go karaoke next tues..ain suggested dat coz she said its really fun so we dun mind trying it out..hehe
oh yah, getting our new mitsubishi lancer today..am i happy or wat?..hehe dad said he's gonna collect it this afternoon..well i think im gonna miss d old car also..we only used it for 3 yrs plus..but once in a while, changes r gd..
well i think zack is getting closer to my bro..mebbi its bcos the work at the same place..not dat there's anything wrong or wat, instead im totally fine wif it..n he actually told me bro dat he likes me..im sure it takes lotsa courage for him to tell me bro dat..but like i told zack, i think we drifted apart n its only recently wen my bro got posted at the same station as him, then we sorta keep in contact again..dats y i told him my feelings for fine kinda fade away..n d only way i think i can start liking him again is by goin back to square one..whereby i get to noe him all over again n hopefully dat old feelings may develop in the future..like wat i told kisha yest, i'll wait for effi's reply b4 making any next step..n dat effi is sure taking his time to gif me his reply..seriously, i dun wanna mention to him abt the letter anymore to him cos i dun wanna appear too desperate or pushy..but common sense la, u dun make d girl wait for too long..
~flew by @ 2:11 PM
